16, Going on 17

By Emi Gruender

I stand all alone

On an empty stage

Wishing fate would turn the light on

I’ve felt all my life

Is an empty page 

I’ve just begun to write on. 

I am 16, going on 17.

I think that I’m naive. 

Since I was was younger, I’ve had a hunger 

Dreaming of what I could achieve

I am 16, going on 17 

I do not feel adult 

College and taxes, grinding those axes

What will be the result?

Totally unprepared am I 

To face the world alone

Timid, and shy, and scared am I 

I still do not feel grown

College, majors, assigned 500-pagers

Please tell me what to do

Soon to be 17, going on 18 

I’m surely not ready

Are you?

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